Loves

2008-06-22T18:28:00.002+08:00

My prayer to you. .

My Jesus, My Lord
You're the love of my lfe
Wherever you go
Wanna be by your side
No longer I
but Christ living in me
Serving you for all eternity
My eyes set on you
In this race that i run
No longer my race
Let your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the cross
I will follow you(2x)

Pastor Kong today was sharing about serving. How true it is! When he share about being a Christian& during his walk with God, He backslided for 4years. Yet when he come back to God, he was not defeated but staying strong&asking God, what can he do?. He came back serving from the bottom which is being an usher.
Thinking back, there was a period of 1year plus where i backslided from God. Things were tough for me. But when i make the decision to serve in usher, God begin to change the situation around. SERVANT HEART is the key!
NOW, i am still serving God the best He wants me to be. :)

After Looking at the video - SICHUAN earthquake during church svc today. I couldn't help but tears keep flowing down my eyes. It just couldn't stop. Knowing how fortunate we are actually.
Sun, you're really making an impact in the world.
Beyond words can expressed the love that you've for people.
I would want to be like you, loving people with the love of God.
Jiayou, I LOVE YOU SUN!

* If i can find the video, i would blog it out!

2008-06-19T19:01:00.009+08:00

Camp Phenomena 2008!
It was really one of the best camp i have ever attend. I really enjoy the friendship, the presence of God as well as all the games/events.

One of the event that really excite me was the Mock cg mtg. During the first day, we had the MOS, SOS and the DRAMA as well. Due to time constraint, our team didn't manage to go for the drama session. But i really enjoyed MOS and SOS.

Through the Sword of the spirit session, i manage to learn how to preach and every single time when we preach, we are giving people solid food. I am believing one day, i will step out&be bold to preach as well.

Jarad and stephanie share with us about how to lead prasie and worship and we should have the heart of God. Annoionting to lead people in the presence of God is very important. During this session, i really pay my fullest attention. I was really nervous as i know i will be leading worship during the Mock cg. In the night itself, i only manage to sleep 1hour, I was anxious, afraid that i can't lead people into God's presence. I keep praying&praying..And thank God for yan ming and delphine. I would say that YAMING is a good guitarist. Thanks 4 the time that you've stay out to practised with me. I really appreciate alot! For delphine, thanks 4 guiding me, teaching me how to be better. :) Finally, when it come to the real Mock cg, i was still nervous and shivering. But i told God, i will do my best& i know you are here. To a group of about 30over people, i was soft in the end& i didn't really bring them into the presence of God. However, i know it's my first time& i have done my best. I didn't feel i had done well, but i know i have put in effort. I know, " It is through failure that will bring me to become better" :)

To God: Thanks 4 this opportunity. I would wish to learn more about how to lead people into presence of God, i would want to have more opportunity to learn from people. I am afraid but i know when i am doing it for you, you will be here for me.

The other night activites that occurs was the Heroes&Heroine..

It was one of the activities where we got to find people like CATWOMAN, phua chu kang.. And our group( MANASSEH) won in this game! We manage to find Phua chu kang first& challenge many of the other groups.

ET DRAMA

I enjoy the drama, it was really touching. It shows that no matter what we are encountering, Jesus is always there protecting us! He love all of us..

SESSION with b.edmund..

I love the session on the first day& last day as well.
I will step out, raised up, reach out.

Lastly,
I really enjoyed the friendship that we have during the 3days 2night. It simply amazing knowing so many awesome friend around. :)

Looking forward to the next upcoming camp! :)

2008-05-17T00:45:00.016+08:00

My life this week..

12 May 2008.
Headed to a salon after my last mid-year paper. Finally! We been waiting and waiting.
I guess my hair is covering my eyes and it really makes me feel so unconfortable. haha.

Some say it wasn't obvious that i cut my hair, some say it's so obvious. haha.
Quite irony. But after the hair cut, i really feel much better. :)

13 May 2008
Had a 2days rest on today till tmr. Went to bugis with a few friends. After examination is really a time for relaxation. haha. Was walking around, looking for present. Didn't really do anything much. But, we headed to arcade to play DAYTONA. I guess it was my first time in life playing that. Quite fun, but Jeslyn, you hit my car so many times!!! But i am still not bad, At least still 2nd in the first round. :)Went back to jeslyn house around 5plus and we chat a while before heading home.

Pictures we took..

( Ice-cream..Yum Yum..)

14 May 2008
Was waken up by Xiao Zhi hong.I am meeting with the junior for a movie plus breakfast. I must say that they are really energetic. Maybe bcos they are still young? haha. I drag myself up for a fruitful day of meeting all my friends to catch up since there are 2 days holiday.:)

( they are just sec 1 but all very adorable.. )

Watch SPEED RACER with them. Hmm, when i step into the cinema, the seat were all filled with guys. I was feeling so weird but at last, i manage to see a few girls walking in before the movie start. :) Overall quite okay not a very bad show either. Maybe not to my interest. haha.

Thanks 4 making my day smile! :)

Rush down to vivo city to meet my galfriends after that!! I was super late but not on purpose. haha. So pls Forgive me!!

We had our dinner at YOSHINOYA. Headed to the top floor of vivo city outside Food of republic to celebrate Peiyi's birthday! :)

Heyya gal, Just wanna wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Sorry, only manage to post today.
but hey, Jiayou in everything you do! Thanks 4 being such a great friend!
With love.

We really had fun that day..
Let the photo brings you through the journey..

( Jump! But in the end, only looks like yawen try in the photo.. haha.. )

Our attempt in trying to jump together with our legs above the gound..

( we failed.. haha)

Again and again..
At last,

( we did it! YEAH! .. our legs are pain.. )

The highest we jump..

( but we really look very funny in this photo..)

Group photo together..

15 May 2008
I am back to school.. Got back most of my result. It was really a disaster MID-YEAR exam i ever had. Disappointment upon disappointment.
Had a run at stadium with friends after school to relieve stress..

Saw one of our school PE teacher half way..

( Jinrong, Mdm rohimah.. )

God,
let me continue to believe in the impossible.
i will continue to trust in you.
Take away my fragile heart and make it strong.
With you, i am going higher..

16 May 2008
God, believing still believing.
Teacher says, " It's better that you failed now! So that during o-level you will not make the same mistake again. So be glad that you fail so that you are able to learn." Failure is a step to my success.
I am going to strive harder with action.
I won't be defeated with God.
Eileen, Jiayou.

Had a belated birthday celebration for Zhihong due to exam :)
hEY, once again,
Happy Birthday!!

I shall end here, update again soon.
I really enjoy cg today.

God,
take away all my hurts and tears.
I will be strong bcos you're here with me.

2008-05-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

Cg@Marina square

( Top: Kangrong jiashun eric
Bottom: Del jereen alicia me yeekiat)

2008-05-11T20:33:00.008+08:00

EILEEN UPDATED !!!

Hey everyone! :) I am back to post! Finally.. haha! My apology..
But thanks 4 all ur tags.. It really makes a difference even though i didn't blog.

2nd May 2008
Had a birthday celebration for Felicia at Sakae (near jp Frontier Library).
Gal, really hope the surprised make your day a even more joyful and memorable one.
Continue to JIAYOU in everything you do! Believing that you really gonna score well in your
O-level and shinning brighter in the kingdom of God. Love ya, Felicia. :))

(group photo..)

( 2nd take..)

(me with yawen)

9TH May 2008
Eugene!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thanks 4 being such a wonderful friend.
Always so cheerful, you made my day joyous! :)

My life throughout this few weeks..
Been very busy with Mid-year examination. But really want to thank God for His
strength and wisdom upon me throughout this period of time. I am finishing my last paper tomorrow. yeah! :) Haha. Do continue to keep me in prayer. Will be going to relax myself on tue and wed with all my friends that book me. haha! I will be so packed. But Gonna chiong for my O-level chinese! Believing for a A1. :)

Today..
Zhihong, Happy birthday! :)
jIAyou for ur o-level this year!
You're a amazing friend! :)
Tks 4 everything!

I know there are many things i need to change.
I will try my very best to.
God, i am doing all for you!

2008-04-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone, i am back. :)
Really wanna share a good news with all of you, which is...
I score A FOR the Advanced elective module course that i took last year,
The Fundamental of Entrepreneurship.
Also, i got a chance to do presentation at the teacher conference day with my the other 3friends who score A for the module as well.
I really got a shock when i heard about it, because i feel i didn't really put my 100% effort studying this test. However, i was overjoyed knowing about it. :))
Good things is that, i will have a higher chance in getting into this module after my o-level and it is a direct admission to polytechnic. But i have to make a decision by june.
Definitely, it will be one of my choice, but i am still deciding. haha.
Last year in Secondary school, i guess,a chance to go to teacher conference day was the most unexpected event which was included in my testimonial.

( nice? :) i drew this on the board..)

studying, studying, studying.
My school common test will start this week all the way to next week.
Keep me in prayer, i am recovering from flu, cough, headache.

Will update more soon, been really busy.

2008-03-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

This week has been very tiring but yet fruitful.
I really need more time and strength. :)God, multiply!
Jesus, Just want to say, thanks 4 everything u have done in my life.
I love you, Jesus!
Ending off here, gotta study,
and i really want to have a good rest with a early sleep.

2008-03-21T23:18:00.008+08:00

It is easter day! Like what pst Aris said, "Today is the most significant day" :))
Every time as i watch the drama, tears will flow down my eyes. Jesus is the most awesome friend i have found. Dying on the cross for us, forgiveness of all our sins.
And i must say that today service is great! Every year i will look forward to Easter.
It is a time where life is transformed. I believe.
And i am so glad that many of you join me for this memorable day together with me! :)

Cg headed to the Jurong west stadium to eat Re Ben Chun after svc,
LET the pictures continue our fellowship journey..

Top: zhi peng
Bottom: yawen xinya santy

Top: yawen peiyi
Bottom: kelvin jinrong

Joey yawen delphine

Photographer: Delphine

Photographer: It's me.

Lastly, we took a group photo..

Top: Ben Cheryl Joey Zhihong Yawen Peiyi Zhipeng Del Santy Xinya
Bottom: Kelvin Jinrong Dexin Eileen Rebecca Charis

HAHA. Peiyi, i did put your name.:) Hope all of you really have a fun time together.
Looking forward for tmr!
Especially expo svc on sunday too.
It's really awesome, life-touching experience.
Anyone intersted to join? Feel free to call me! :)

2008-03-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

Went running at jurong west stadium today after school. I guess it has been a long time since i last had a chance to go running myself. I love going running alone at times because it will be a time where i will really relax myself and reflect in the things i have done.
As i was running today, God spoke to me,

The greatest perserverance is not running to be the winner,
but the grestest perserverance is your ability to run all the way till the end even
when you are the last.

It really speak to me. Just like my spiritual walk with God, my school, relationship with friends. God says, whatever you have done for me, it is not for the sake for people to see how good you are but it is when you are in heaven, God will say " well done, my faithful servant."
I feel there are times where i will make mistake, i will fall. However, it doesn't matter. PERSERVERANCE IS THE KEY! I may not be the most talented, i may not be the fastest runner, who will be the first in a race BUT i will use my talent to serve God and people the best i can, i will continue running to the end without giving up.
And God say: Eileen, in my eyes, You're great! Perserverance is going to bring you up to greater heights.
Just like Edmund post on prayer retreat, "When u slow down, u will hear my voice.". It's really a good feeling with God every single day of your life. :))

2008-03-14T12:32:00.004+08:00

Uploaded. :)
4E9 class photo at sentosa!

We took quite a number of times before it become successful. haha!
It's hard gathering such a big group of 30over people.

The 4th take..

( We thought we succeeded after the 4th take, haha! But nigel was looking somewhere
else in the picture. )

Lastly..

( 4E9 class photo! yeah! at last...haha)

2008-03-13T23:58:00.017+08:00

Today, was a fun and memorable day for me =)
4E9 first class outing. Yeah! hahaha.
We went to sentosa, Palawan beach.

I guess, we were quite bored when we first reached, but it get better as time goes by :) We play dogs and bones followed by Captain ball.

It was raining.. But yet, we are still excited =)
Believing all of us won't get sick as well because we played in the rain from morning till late afternoon ard 4plus.

After that,
We decided to play poison ball instead =)

( haha. all of us were staying at one side in order not to get hit, but i think it doesn't help =p)

Me with jeslyn,
resting a while after captain ball.

( i am so wet and cold...)

Me with Jinrong..

( Jinrong do look weird rite? haha)

We eat snacks as well as some finger food.
It was a enjoyable time together.
We continue playing till we are tired before changing time.

After the whole event..
We took many pictures together =))
I guess 4E9 do love to take photo. haha.

( me with franky)

( me with nigel)

( jiale, me and jocelyn)

( leslie, me and presley)

( me with yihloong)

( me with darren)

( joey, me and yingwei)

( Fadzlun, me and Alyfie)

( Top- ben, zhihong Bottom- Boonsiang, me )

( Jeslyn say it look like family photo. does it? haha.)

We took a class photo. Will post it up soon =)
And last of all, we headed back to harbour front for dinner.
A group of us went to steamboat at Novena =)
It was a nice day!

12 March 2007.
Went to watch movie, The legend of water horse with Yawen, sophia after meeting up with delphine. :))

It was really a nice show. You guys should watch it.

I guess i could only rmb one sentence after the whole movie.
Yawen: Eileen, this show is really very nice leh.
And this sentence keeps repeating till i am not with her. haha.
So to those that trust Yawen taste, should watch this show! :))
But overall, i really feel it's a nice and touching show.:)
Worth to watch it!

2008-03-09T23:53:00.006+08:00

This week service was awesome! I could really feel a strong presence of God even when i was serving in usher. At that moment, i wish i could just stay in His presence without moving around. Honestly, I am really touch by the conviction God has put in my heart and words which He spoke to me this wk and last week.
God, my promise to you today will not be broken. :)
Went to fellowship at coffee bean after service today and was heading to escape after that with friends. But in the end, it rain so we catch a movie together instead. :)) Guys, really hope you all still have fun today :) with the movie and neoprint. Haha.

We watch the leap years..
and we took a group photo together..

the gals..

the neoprint we took together..

guess all of you feel better after the movie? haha.
leap years is quite a nice show, touching i guess. yupp.

And i am going to study harder this week. :)

Easter is coming! Anyone interested? :)
I am most willing to go with you!

Eileen desire You even more today than ytd.

2008-03-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

It been really a long and tiring week. Been having flu for days but thank God i am getting better now. Common test are finally over, it's joyous yet disappointing.
I didn't really score well this time round, studying harder.

Learn alot in cg today.
-> I will be a able person
-> I will be God-fearing
-> I will be a person of truth
-> I will hate coveteousness
-> I will be able to bear burden with leaders

I know i am not perfect, but i will always try to change.

Eileen,
It is not too late now. You still can make it to the end, jiayou!
Sometimes i do feel alone, Jesus, thanks 4 being there with me every single night.
I really feel so glad knowing you as my best of all.
Jesus, my dream of being a full-time church staff will not cease.
I will continue running with that dream. It my desire to be someone able to help the poor, reaching to the lost. Being someone who may be poor now but will be reach.

TORANCE
a BIG happy birthday to you! :) getting older yupp? haha. But believing
for you to continue moving from glory to glory. Jiayou!
Believing that ur dreams and desire will surely come to pass.
Jiayou. JESUS love you and i love u too.
Thanks 4 being a wonderful friend in my life.

6 March 2008
KELVIN
happy happy birthday to you! :)
thanks 4 the friendship throughout this 4years.
Jiayou for ur o-level this year too!!!

2008-02-26T22:56:00.005+08:00

It been so long since the last time i post. Finally, able to really spend some time posting. Many fun and memorable event. :)

(steamboat with cg@bugis)

(w433)

( Yeekiat n clerance kissing the prawn)

It was a nice gathering with cg. :))
Drawing closer..

Mummy, Daddy.
I know you will never read this post. But i really wanna say I Love You!
Reaching home every single day at 9plus wasn't what i want either, hoping to spend more time with you all too. I know you all really care about me and love me alot. I sense it. thanks alot! You are the best mummy and daddy i can find. :) i WILL strive hard this year and achieve good grades. I know i can make it. Working hard till the end of the race.
I know you all hate this situation as well, i will be someone useful.
I may be poor today, but in the time to come, i will be rich. Trust me!
I am going to make sure that in a few years down the road, i WILL provide for you.

Eileen, working harder. Jiayou!
Jesus, i really miss you now n every single day.
I need You!

2008-02-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

Firstly, a Happy Chinese new year to all of you! =D.
Really wanna thank all of you for the recent belated birthday gift. I really love it and honestly, with all these clothes, i don't even have to buy for chinese new year. HAHA. Hmm, blessing! :)

From:Yawen, siokteng, sophia, yunru, jeslyn, peiyi
This fashion, casual tee

From: tim, torance

From: Karyie
77th street, Extomic shirt

From: Del
"women can get the credit they deserve"

I receive alot of top during this year. Haha. Thanks everyone! :)

Show me how to live, teach me how to pray
Let all i think and aay please you Lord.
Show me how to live, teach me in your ways
So i can walk with You all my days.

I want go sentosa. :)

2008-01-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

TODAY, 31 JAN 2008. haha, it's my actual birthday! :)
Went to mac in the morning to meet Yawen, yunru, peiyi, siokteng, sophia, jeslyn.
haha. Once again, THANKS GALS! :) for celebrating birthday with me. :))

( my brithday cake. haha)

( the card from the girls. hey, A big thank you for taking the effort to compile everything for me. i LOVE It. haha.. normally is me doing for others, and thanks for making it for me this time round. i love this most.! )

Last of all, really want to thank God for all this blessing in my life! :)
i received many many gifts from all of you and i love every single one of it.

To: W433, miin wei, charis, rebecca, jeslyn, jinrong, zhihong, yining, boonsiang, benhamin, felicia, yue long, joe, yikang, yih loong, leslie, junjie, qing rui, shi rong, yunru, ya wen, siokteng, peiyi, sophia, joey... do tag me i leave you out.

A big tHanks to all of you for all of your present.

And, thanks for all the sms that you guys leave for me. :))
I am blessed and happy! :))
I love all of you! :))

SHALL post till here, gonna study for a-math test tmr.
Eileen, striving harder for every single things in her life.

2008-01-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

Advance Birthday celebration on 30 JAN 2008

Really had a fun day today as well.
A BIG thanks to Jeslyn, Felicia, Jinrong, ZhiHong, Benjamin, Boon siang, YiNING!
HAHA. You guys really make my day! :) Love all of you lots.
I will never forget this day in my life.

( hey, thanks arh, becuase you all sabo me thus, chocolate on my shirt,
whose idea? HAHA. Ben, boon siang, thanks to me so you guys acccompany me with choco on your shirt)

( group photo =D.)

( MY PRESENT... thanks 4 making the effort to get all the friends to sign card for me, i Love it! :)

Last of all,

( thanks guys for the $100 cash. i APPreciate it alot alot, Felicia, the effect look scary. haha)

Once again, Thanks!
LOVE all of you, let JIAYOU for this year o-level and aim for the goals we have in life. Beliving all of us will achieve good result ans the school we yearns to go into. :) WE gonna make it!!!

2008-01-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

YEah, today was also my actual 16th birthday! :))
Had many memorable brithday with all my friends, really a big thanks to all!

Advanced birthday on 26 Jan 08
It was one of cell group birthday celebration and inviting all my friends as well. I really enjoyed myself alot alot and really want take this opportunity to thank all my friends who attended the party. :) though some don't know me well too.
Had alot of games, praise and worship, my testimony as well. I was really nervous i guess. haha.

took quite some photo..

( the sec 4 =D.)

( 2nd take)

( me with the guys. thanks 4 coming :) )

( random picture =D.)

( me with vivien, the actual day bday gal)

To w433:
thanks everyone of you for being such a encouragement in my life. I REALLY appreciate every single one of you. Honestly, i really struggle through alot in this cg but i have break out of it. Praise God! I would yearns to know everyone of you this year even more and let us be even more united as one. :) Edmund, Del, shing, santy thanks for everything! I love w433! :)

It was really memorable. Thanks for making this day special :)

2008-01-31T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hey, it has been so long since i lasted posted about my life. :) Today will spent some time blogging.

Had a course during 9-11 Jan 2008. It was a grooming course for the future. haha.
Went to a restuarant on the second day at orchard and took quite alot of photo with our formal dress. :)

( Most awesome class. 4E9)

( me with all my close friends)

( me with kel =D)

( me with peiyi)

alot more. haha.

During last day,

( we took a class photo with coach joanne)

HMmm, overall it was fun and enjoyable.
Looking more forward to graduation night. :))

2008-01-29T21:29:00.001+08:00

TIMOTHY QUEK!!!!

Hey.. Happy happy birthday! :) It has been a pleasure knowing you during these 3-4years from the first time i knew you in E316 to w320 and even till now..
You've been such an encouragment in my life! The constant call, sms never fails to brighten me up. Ur jokes and nonsense have been a laughter in my life as well. haha. Really wanna take this opportunity to thank you for everything single things you've done for me.
A friend that brought me closer with God! Someone who always understand what is my thoughts
and always believing in me even when i feel i can't make it.
Timothy "darling?" , once again, THANKS!
Believing with you that this year 2008, it's gonna to be even greater! =D.
Have a memorable and enjoyable birthday! LOVES! :

Hope you will read this post. :)
Update more post soon. Been very busy with school work.

2008-01-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

studying, studying, STUDYING...
Now, i really understand how is o-level like.
I reach home everyday in the evening. Tiring..
If anyone free to tutor me, I will be most willing to say Yes!
God, i need ur strength, wisdom n understanding!

2008-01-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today was really tiring. Wake up early in the morning to go to school for the sec 1 cca orientation. :). I was performing as well, in the CHOIR. It was fun and enjoyable though i wasn't having enough sleep. Overall, it wad good. And i really love the conductor right now, haha. He is really nice to us and his smile never fails to brighten up our day. :)).
Thank God for sending someone to me to encourage me. :)). She was a senior whom i don't even know at all. However, she walk towards me and say, " You have a nice voice and you was louder than the other solo. And you sing well." Thanks senior. YOU MAKE MY DAY! :)
I was encourage!! Was singing the solo part with the other 6 choir member and i sang wrongly for some part, was thinking to myself, did i sing well?! haha. I was nervous. Maybe had fright standing in the front?:) but i love singing! I would yearns to learn more..
Singing is my passion.

Yesh, school started for a few days, and i could say it's really very packed.
I end school at 5plus throughout all these days. Alot of work to do as well, chionging!
I need strength.

Jiayou!

uploading more photo for these few days..

2008-01-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

New beginning, I am going to start the year well. And with the grace of God,
I believe i am going to end 2008 well too!

2007-12-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

THANKSGIVING 2007 @ RIVER WALK - 28 DEC 07

( me with joanne.. Rayner say the winnie the pooh look like me when i am
with my spec.. does it? haha )

update more photo soon. :)

And yeah, it's the ending of 2007 soon and i can say that times really flies..
I realised my blog exist for 8months. However, it seem to be 2-3months. haha.
This year is really a challenging experience for me. Many ups and down in my life but i have break out of it. PTL! Changing from so many different cell really makes me learn alot. I would say that though i didn't started the year well but i manage to end it well. Thank God for His grace upon me. :)

I also want to seek this opportunities to thank all those who have always been encouraging me along the way. It may just be a talk on phone, but you have make a impact in my life. Once again,Thanks! And to Edmund, (if u going to read this post)you are great! Though u may be busy, but you will still call me up to chat and teach me the word of God. Ur sms, call really makes me feel loved and encouage. Believing together with you that next year is going to be a greater year yet for us. I would yearns to learn more things from you as well. Revival is coming upon w433 too! :))
Thanks Edmund!

Most importantly, i want to thank GOD for everything!
For His grace and mercy to be upon me. Amen!

29 DEC 2007
Went for service today. Pst tan message is really awesome!
CHANGES IS NECESSARY FOR GROWTH! I really learn alot today. It's really a power packed service. It seem to be like a revelation to me as well. I would remember
REPENT is going back to the highest level of thinking. Wow.
I am going to be even stronger in 2008. A person who is willing to change! With a strong DECISION, DEDICATION and DISCIPLINE..
God, i want to have the ability to lead the change not the change to lead me!
My ability to lead the change will determined my success in life.

Eileen, jiayou!

2007-12-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

22 DECEMBER - 25 DECEMBER

For the past few days, it's really tiring and busy. However, it's all worth it. :))
The late night sleep, collecting of stock as well as counting of stock really took quite alot of my time. But with the help of trudy, it really lighten my burden. haha.

Honestly, i really enjoyed every single year xmas! A time of blessing as well.=D.
Thank God for all my friends that came, really hope you guys enjoy the drama as well as the time we spent together. And yeah, received quite a few stuff and thanks to all who have blessed me.

Alicia - a long-sleeves shirt
Rayner - a ring
Juliana - cookies with message
Trudy - a Necklace, xmas card
Shing - a pencil
Mummy - jeans as well as shirt
Daddy - $20
Trudy parent - giving me food and drinks
Santy - a notebook
Huiming - notebook 4S5 with chocolate

THANKS to all, i really feel very blessed.Hey, if i leave u out, pls tag my blog to let me know. haha. =D.

Took quite alot of photo for the past 4 days..
Enjoying viewing. :)

23 DEC 2007@ Bugis junction

( Top: Jereen, me, alicia, rayner
Bottom: Trudy, vivien, joel )

Went down to bugis with trudy to find cg after our stall thingy. We headed to Macdonal to eat with yee kiat as well as the others and after that to bugis street. Had quite a fun time gathering together and it's really joyous spending time together. We took quite a few photo and bought some stuff too! :) ALICIA, once again, thanks!

24 DEC 2007 @ Clarke quay

Went down to find amber they all for countdown after closing the stall again. :) Trudy went down with me as well. Thanks man! But bcos she thought timq will be there, however, he left. haha.

The moment i saw them.. haha
We were quite shocked we wear the same type of clothing..so yupp,
we took pictures together..hahaa.

( me, zhi hui, amber..)

Random pic...

( me with trudy..)

( me with judith..)

(me with karyie..)

25 DEC 2007

yEAh, for today, i am not serving. :) so YEAH, manage to take photo during candle light svc with my friends as well as myself. haha.

( ben, me, peiyi..)

( it's me! :) )

Random pic with cg..

Last of all..

( our stall at expo A5..)

( it's me and trudy at our stall..)

( with jun bing..=D.He brought something frm us too..)

Overall, we earned quite a sum of money. Hmm,though it may not be alot. But anyway, it is a experience and friendship we have gained during these 4 days. :))

Looking forward to more memories with w433.
And yeah, gonna have thanksgiving cg later. EXCITED!

Eileen gonna end the year well! :)

2007-12-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

I realised that this month i have been making endless call, endless sms.. Think my phone bill is going to be super high for this month!! oh man. Believing for more and more blessing to come as well. =D.

And Hey, i manage to earn quite alot for the 3times in total but 1hour caroling in raffles place. :)) PTL. For that once you go for the 20mins singing, you will earn $25. So yupp, in total i earn $75 for that 1hour. Quite a easy money. Trudy thanks man! =D.

One of the photo we took...

2nd take..

However, quite a few missing ppl. Like Jocelyn, yan ming, clerance..
It was a enjoyable job! :)) Overall was fun too..

Yeah, 2 more days to Christmas celebration..
I am looking forward to it! =D.

2007-12-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

God, THANKS for open door! =D.
Asking for more, praying for more,
having FAITH for more!

2007-12-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Arggg.. I realised that there is so much work i need to complete and time is running out. I left 2 more weeks before school reopen and though it seem that there is still quite some time however, you will never realised how fast time flies. Got to rush for so many school work. Physic? Chinese? A-math? Geography? English? Oh man, that ALOT! haish. Think majority of my subject have homework unlike the rest of my friends. After christmas, i will only have about 1 week plus left, God EXPAND my time... Will be very busy this whole week, i guess?!

God, believing for more, still believing!
Will continue believing!! :))

2007-12-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hey! To all my beloved friends out there..
Will be having a fun and enjoyable christmas celebration out at expo as well as jurong west. Do come and join me for this fun time together. =D.
There will be drama, carnival and more.. You may contact me @ eileenyap_92@hotmail.com. OR call me @ 90058897. Every single one is welcome to join me!! :))
I believe you will not regret joining me for this enjoyable time!

Timing will be @:
22 DEC 2007 - 5pm(expo)
23 DEC 2007 - 10am(expo), 1230pm(jw)
24 DEC 2007 - 4pm(jw), 745pm(expo)
25 DEC 2007 - 930am(expo), 12pm(expo)

Hope to see all of you there1 =D.

2007-12-12T17:52:00.000+08:00

Manage to find more photo through people blog.. =D.

(W433)

(W433)

( ET ZONE!)

2007-12-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a tiring day but yet enjoyable. Cell group fellowship was at cineleisure today. =D. We eat our lunch at LJS and headed to the arcade section to have fun with the friends. After that, I went for dinner with my relatives and family today.. Was having birthday celebration. It was quite a fruitful time gathering together. =D.yeah!

Was logging in to FaceBook and manage to find a link that jing posted. It was during the breakaway camp. However, not all photo was uploaded. The
Link I want the whole ET ZONE photo.

But yeah, i found Gideon photo! =D.

( Gideon ON ON ON!... CHAMPION)

-Alot of thIngs going through my mind and i really feel i got to pray even more.

2007-12-08T02:07:00.000+08:00

Went to power house and as i pray, i could really feel God's presence. Tears flow DOWN MY EYES AS I STARTED praying. Indeed, He is everywhere!
After that went to watch " ENCHANTED" with cg members as well as my 3 friends, leslie, yih loong and junjie.. Yeah, it was a fun time fellowshipping together. =D.
I love the movie, it's really interesting. The song is really nice too.

Picture taken:

God, thanks for today, indeed it was a fun time gather together.
I pray you will speak to me in every single area of my life.
I need you.

2007-12-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

Today, i went for the caroling thingy.. Thank God for trudy introducing me to this. =D. Will be singing but earning money at the same time. It's was a fun time together as well. After the whole thing, me jocelyn and trudy headed to orchard to meet santy and we went shopping around. :) after that we eat and thank God for jocelyn which blessed us with $30. =D.
After a while, me and santy went to jocelyn house and we had our dinner there as well. I must say that her mum was really a great cook. The food really taste very nice. :) thanks jocelyn. It was a fun time fellowshipping. As it is rather seldom fellowshipping with jocelyn but it was great. :) haha. Shall end here as well. Yeah, watching enchanted with cg tmr. =D. EXCITED.
Gonna rest!

Updating camp photo soon as well. =D

2007-12-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

BREAKAWAY CAMP 3DEC-5DEC!

Throughout this 3 days 2 night, it was really a awesome time together. It been so long time since the last camp we had during camp fission 2004. I was so excited in my spirit that during the night before the camp i sleep at 3am. haha. I was very tired and i knew i need rest but i just couldn't get to sleep. This always happen to me. However, the first day of the camp i am still awake. =D.

During the first day, we started with ice-breaking games, a time where it make us to be more active. And the building tower game really bond Gideon together as one. :) haha. I love when God's presence come upon me, it gives me a warm feeling of God and i could feel the hotness within me.. When JerBlinn and Edmund lay hands on me, God's presence was strong. I really love the first session alot where His presence fills the entire place, i believe many heart was touch during that night as well. It inspire me once again when edmund share about the "hollywood" dream. Even though i have heard it before, but it was another time where God touch my heart again. We had a night game during that night too. :)) Shing, next time if got chance i gonna pour water on you.. =P. haha. kidding.

The second day was another fun-filled time together. All the activities was really fun. The relay-run, the waterbomb fiery, cooking.. more and more. We will preparing drama during the day as well. haha. Though i was only suppose to say " Lucas, you so shuai, can i have your autograph please" , but it took me alot of courage. I wanted to be narrator, at least it's easy for me but it was Fiona. I am quite good at presentation and stuff so won't be scared narrating but i don't like acting. haha. But, i still thank God for taking me to greater level. Getting out of my comfort zone as well man. :) So proud of leslie, Yih loong and jun jie man. You guys are great! Was so amazed by you all. And i am so glad that you guys enjoy yourself during that 3days 2 nights. :)) Shing, i LOVE your testimony! and i am very touch too, it touches my heart. At the end of the whole thing, we sang " friends are friends forever" and also " oh oh running with your fire, oh oh your calls leads me high..." It was really fun and loving. Santy! Best camper.. =D. Beliveve yeah, you can do it. have more confidence! You've done it! The best camper and team GIDEON champion! :)) PTL. GIDEON on on on! I got to know more zone members during these 3 days as well, i am very glad. :))

During last day, didn't really sleep. Was doing stuff. haha. But it's worth it. =D. Went home in the afternoon and slept at 3pm to 7pm.. And 9pm all the way to next moring 10am like that. :)) Was really tired. But i am energetic now. hahaa. Overall, i really enjoy the camp. It's a camp where i enjoy most. Looking forward to next year camp as well.

Lastly, If not for all the leaders, all these would not have happened.
Three cheers and 3 cheers to all the leaders
Hip hip hurray!
hip hip hurray!
hip hip hurray! :))

Eileen, you gonna breakaway! Jiayou! =D.

2007-12-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

I saw something interesting in Shing blog. haha, so i try it out too. =D.

Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2007-11-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

Amber!
Happy happy birthday! =D.
Enjoy yourselves and stay happy always!
If you all do not know, i MUST say that she is one of the most loving friend you can have in your life! The confidence, faith to believe in myself and ability to communicate with ppl is all because of her! :) She always bring light to shine in our darkest moment in life and believe in ppl around her even they may be young. She is very forgiving too! haha.
I love you always and to the rest of my life.
Eternal friend and leader in my life. loves! =D.
Jiayou for everything! Always with you..
Amber shine always! :))

2007-11-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

Hey i am back to post. =D.
And i really fell in love with strawberry with chocolate !!

It's really very nice if you haven't try before.. haha. Think shing wouldn't like.. =p. Maybe can be sabo for her next time..

LOOK!

My first time trying strawberry with chocolate and it's really delicious. haha. :))
I love it! Another GOOD news! And really thank God for that. PTL! I got 3 confirm friends coming for the upcoming breakaway camp!!! It's really a breakthrough for me indeed. I really believe in having FAITH. Especially telling God though i have not seen it now, but i believe it will come to pass.
Building fund was a time when God really see your heart. As i trust Him, things will work out for me. yeah man. :) When i wrote the pledge, tears flowing down my eyes, it's really a sacrifice from me. Just like what pst kong always say, unequal amount but equal sacrifice! I may not have given thousand over but it's the Heart God look at. :))).

Loving Him stronger and stronger each day! :))

2007-11-03T11:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went for cell group. Was a awesome time together. haha.Ting huan, thanks arh.. Give me so much food. Next time is my turn to repay back. =P. Actually, when we opened up ourselves, everything will goes well. :) God, thank you!Went to work, but i really don't like the manager. hmm, God, i will be specific in my prayers from now on. haiz. Building fund, i am gonna believe God for a greater breakthrough. I will save all that i can. =D.Even now i will not be going swensen for work, i will save up my allowance. Trying to look for others. If anyone have temp job can ask me!I will appreciate.Right now still schooling, with extended term, poly course n cca.. can't commit to some job. yupp. These few days, jokes were spreading around within my friends. haha. Morphodite was one of the main. :) Benjamin, all your nonsense. One thing i learn from them, morphodite=modified. haha. which is not true.

okay..God, i know you will bring me through. :))
I love my leader.

JUDITH, my beloved darling.. happy happy birthday! :))
Believing you gonna do well for everything! Gal, stay happy always..
Once again, our friendship has crossed even longer. hehe.
I love you always and 4ever my darling! =D.

2007-11-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

29 october 2007

( poly group photo..)

( me and yih loong.. my class top scorer.. haha..)

( me and alvin.. he is a funny n weird guy..)

2007-10-23T14:25:00.001+08:00

Today heard from form teacher that i am promoted to sec 4E. Feeling so much relieved now. =D. Really gonna work harder like what miss sandra had said.
Without hard work,it is not possible to do well. It is easy to say but saying without action means nothing.

I am gonna be the light.
I will do well and work extra harder!

2007-10-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

21 october 2007

God presence was indeed very strong on sunday service even when i am seving. :) Sometimes it is very difficult to focus but it can be done. I love pst tan preaching. =D. From the first time i know him till now.
Especially the things he shared about being a star thrower! I believe i can make a difference too! Even if it's something simple and small.

God,
i want to make everyday of my life to be fruitful. Even if it may be a simple way to make a difference in other people lives. =D. Show me how to love like you have love me.

I am getting closer and closer to you every single day of my life..
Knowing how to be positive and humble down myself.

Heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes to the things unseen
show me how to love like yoy have love me
break my heart for what breaks yours
everything i am for your kingdom cause
as i walk from earth into eternity.

2007-10-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

20 october 2007

Went to jeslyn hse today to celebrate Jinrong 17th bday. =D. At the same time, having bbq together( organise by jeslyn dad). Had a fun time playing games with one another and building our friendship closer. :)

( our group photo..)

( 3E9 photo.. best buddies always..)

( 2nd take..)

( yeah man.. at last we have our own pic..)

( this is Jin rong wif his cake.. =D.)

( Jinrong says he is handsome..haha)

( me and jeslyn..=D.)

( Me and jinrong)

( me and peiyi)

( me and benjamin)

( me and zhihong)

( me and yining)

( me and felicia)

( me and yawen)

(me and yunru)

( JR bday card)

Really had a fun and enjoyable time. Let's hope our friendship will never ever end! =D. loves!

2007-10-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

19 october 2007

Had a fabulous cell group meeting today. It's really so fun and loving.
Gathering together playing games and building ourselves closer to one another was indeed a fruitful time spend together. I believe many our us enjoy alot, with the toothpaste on our face except shing and santy. haha. Cassandra, u sabo me..=p.But think is i myself distracted. haha.
Jesus, i am a step closer to you everyday. =D. Building myself up into a higher level with you!

2007-10-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

18 october 2007

( me and karyie sis.. so cute..)

( she eating noodle..haha)

She look innocent but she loves hitting me.. =p. haha, unless i give her food.
Ben, think she likes me more. kidding..

2007-10-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

Went to Jurong east entertainment centre with jeslyn. =D.

( hmm.. we met a shuai ge. HAHA.)

Took a 1st take photo but deleted as it is too blur..

( 2nd take, but he close his eyes, maybe looking other direction.. HAHA. )

( yeah, at last it is so nice. He so shuai.)

Saw alicia too. haha. She says she jealous. Hmm, so sorry gal. You should have met me earlier. :) You will have a chance next time too bah. haha.

maybe everything gonna be fine after a while.
Eileen, perserver on! =D.
You gonna make it to the end.
Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

2007-10-15T15:49:00.000+08:00

12 october 2007

( me and jes.. she is bullying me.. =P.)

(HAHA. yeah man. this is jeslyn wif a funny hair)

(now is, yunru. HAHA.)

Went to jeslyn house for a nice talk, hmm..maybe this might be of a great help.. =D.
But yeah, we are still good friends. Loves!

2007-10-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

HAHA, i will be moving house by the end of this month. Gonna say Goodbye to my beloved Jinrong. haha. =p. It's really joyous having him throughout this 3years. He always accompany me every morning to sch. Really gonna miss him after moving. The time we spent together. yupp. =D. so ya, CHIDAI Jr (ps. he ask me to write), jiayou in everything u do and excel in ur studies!:) six A1 yeah except eng. take lots of care! Loves! =D.

Feeling kinda burden now, pls speak to me.
Label: trouble, hurt.

28th sept 2007

Went to celebrate Yi ning birthday wif Jinrong, Zhi hong, Benjamin, Jeslyn, Felicia, Boon siang. Really enjoy myself being with this bunch of friends. They are really nice, wonderful friends. =D. thanks alot!

In the night, i went for zone cgm. After that went to find Felicia and benjamin in the church lobby to go play fireworks. Really nice and fun.

SEE PICTURES BAH,

( i look taller than Felicia, kinda bluffing myself.. haha.. )

( yeah, it's me..)

I enjoy myself alot. Thanks for staying with me whenever i am alone. Felicia, thanks for accompanying me to Pionner mall to find my friens. =D.

2007-09-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

Went to hospital today with my mum and delphine. MC from school for 3 days this week again. Argg.. The ear infection is really irritating..It's distracting me from concentrating my school work. Going miss lesson on friday again. Got to go hospital for a minor surgery. I am gonna be fine. =D. I am very afraid, excited? how's the feeling of sleeping in the surgery? It seem kinda weird.

But ya, main purpose posting was to THANKS to delphine. =D.
Hey delphine,
Thanks 4 staying there with me throughout. i really really sincerely appreciate you for being there for me. =D. You've been of a great help for me today. Best is helping me asking around and reducing the amount for the hospital bill. What you've done is beyond words that can expressed. Thanks! haha. sorry for holding to ur hands for so tight =P. but ya, it's really painful. Really thank God for such a wonderful sister in my life.
Remember DELPHINE is really aGREAT and AWESOME girl. =D. It's ur pleasure knowing her as ur friend. I LOVE you alot alot.. Thanks 4 today.

Thanks to all who message me, showing concern to me. i really appreciate alot. Thanks all. I will be fine soon. =D. LOVES!

Got to rush homework and gonna sleep. Feeling very tired.
haha. GOOD NITE to all.

2007-09-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i drag myself out of bed to post. =D.
I miss going out of house, going school, going out with friends.
Having ear infection is really tiring.. causes headache, fever, flu, cough.
why at this point of time? exam coming.. gonna rush.
I am on MC for 3days. I am HAPPY, can rest. I am SAD, i can't afford to miss any
lesson anymore. So many homework during ytd and today, teacher teaching new chapter. When i am back on thur, i think i got alot of work to be done. kinda bored.
I am super bored staying at home too. It is either sleep or eat.And I don't like eating medicine, it is really awful. I feel like running away from it, but i know i can't. Tmr lesson is all the main subject. ( a-math, e-math, phy, chem, MT...) Haiz.
God, i will be heal in Jesus name. =D.

To shing and alicia:
No idea if u all ever gonna read this post but Hey, thanks for coming yesterday. :) i really appreciate alot alot. You guys are the BEST. Thanks 4 taking time down to visit me. I am really bored at home. Seeing you guys coming really brings me a smile. Thanks! Surprise seeing u all too but yeah, thanks. And yeah, thanks 4 praying for me and the chocolate you given. i like it. =D. loves!

And also, those who are keeping me in prayer, thanks! =D.
I appreciate alot. thanks alot alot. =D.

2007-09-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA TRIP ON 2 SEPT 2007

YEAH.. we reach..

me and yunru

me and jieting

me and siok

save me.. i can't get out. haha

me with yawen.. she is bullying me. haha

haha. they requested to take pic with us..

It's me! =D

have a nice time together. =D.
It's really relaxing. i LOVE it.

2007-09-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

I will walk through this narrow way in life.
I will keep my focus on You, having divine revelation with you.
It's not how talented i may be, but God, it is you whom made me who i am now.
No matter how narrow this way may be, i will continue to walk..
I am still walking.. walking..

Ramdom pic.

( TOP: Jin rong, zhi hong yi ning.
BOTTOM: Jeslyn, me, miss serene tan, felicia)

It's really great having all these wonderful teacher and friends in my life.
THANKS ALOT! =D. Miss tan, hope to see you soon in next year.

2007-08-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, it is kind of tiring to keep going in the same cycle.
Meaningless too.

I wonder All the things that i have strive..
- able to go service and cell group every week
- getting my baptism
- going for bible study regulary
- fellowshipping with cgm
- going for prayer meeting
- winning friends to christ

all these doesn't come by easily.. it comes with all the scolding, hurts, rejection, disappointment that i have..Especially the period during pri 6 to sec 1. EILEEN, pls wake up the idea of backsliding. You know that you love Him. It is through all the scolding that allows you to be able to go service and cell group. The everyday scolding from parent. At that period, it seem tiring, but you have got out of it.
Now, you should treasure what you have. EILEEN, don't stay stangnant at where you are right now. You got to move on.

Just like what pastor kong preach today,
* a question of treasure
* a question of vision
* a question of devotion
* a question of ambition.

Be the true follower of Jesus.
God,
i pray you take away every wrong thoughts in my mind. Let be not be worry about every little things. Let me be obedience towards you. my life is being saved with a price.
You are the GOD of my FOREVER..

2007-08-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

And yeah, finally posting for today. =D. I am so tired staring at the computer for so long. Didn't really have time to sleep and i am super tired right now. Slept at 1plus last night and wake up early in the morning at 530am. So early?
haha. celebrating Jeslyn actual 15th birthday. Really great that we gathered together. =D.

To jeslyn:
Hey gal, Happy happy birthday! =D. really hope you enjoy the birthday surprise for you. And yeah, must like the card that i draw hor.. so nice and i spend hours doing it even though it's exam. =p. haha. The present too. =D. study hard this year yeah? and we gonna excel in studies together. A1 is our goal. haha. loves! enjoy urself. smile always and stay happy like me. =p.

Gonna update all the photo soon. =D.
Going to cg study later.. update soon. =D.
Loves!

God,
Eileen need you to go on..
enlightened me, i need ur love n encouragement.

(the harvest is plentiful, but the labourers are few..
God, let me be the ONE to reach out souls for you..Let me be willing)

To chinho:
( if you ever gonna see this post.)

Hey hey,
Just really wanna say JIAYOU for everything that you do.
I know you will get out of the darkness in ur life right now and i always believe that you gonna rise up even more for Him. Seldom have time talking to you, but you are always one of my best brother who encourages me. =D. He is always there staying by ur side, running the race together with you. when you fall, He is gonna pick you up and run to the finishing end of the race. Never will he ever let go of your hands. He always hold on tightly to you and never let you go.
So ya, JIAyou. Continue doing all that you can. I am always willing to be a listener if you need me. Jesus love you and i love you too. JIAYOU =D. continue shinning. loves!

2007-08-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

22 AUGUST 2007

Went to celebrate Jeslyn birthday with piggies. Had a fun time gathering together and playing games. haha. =D.
upload photo soon.

2007-08-24T15:37:00.000+08:00

9 AUGUST 2007

(peiyi,me,yunru,yawen)

1ST TAKE:

(yawen,me)

2ND TAKE:

1ST TAKE:

(me,yunru)

2ND TAKE:

(me,peiyi)

RAMDOM PIC

Went to marina bay on National Day to watch fireworks. =D.
It's so beautiful. How i wish that fireworks will never end.. haha.
loves!

2007-08-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

7 AUGUST 2007

I think i went out with my friends to jurong point and spend quite alot of time staying in the toilet taking photo. kinda weird. But yeah, we really enjoy ourselves. Yupp. =D. Can't really remember what i really did. haha. This teach me a lesson that i should blog more often. =p

Enjoy the photo, i can't rmb anything anyway. PS.

com lagging.. can't upload much photo. :(.

2007-08-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

3 AUGUST 2007

Can't remember what i really did. But yeah, 1 thing i remember is w433 cell group photo. Seldom took cg photo together so ya, it is very memorable to me. =D. We took quite alot of times as we are not using camera but handphone camera. And due to the wrong timing, we spend quite sometime taking again and again. haha.

( W433 yeah! )
- resolution of the photo is low, so ya, photo is small.

2007-07-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

What are friends for???
Isn't it a trust that we have within each other?
loving and care for one another?
not to gossip about each other?
willing to be understanding to one another?
spending time together?
sharing our sadness, joy and love together?
be forgiving to each other?
Can someone define what friends really is?

To me, it's simple trust and love we have within each other. If you ever say that we are friends, shouldn't we give ways to each other? shouldn't we forgive one another? Not matter how much we have hurt one another, we are still FRIENDS. Sometimes, we felt left out, sometimes we felt they PS us, sometimes we feel there is no love within us, sometimes we feel depressed, sometimes we give attitude, sometimes we "bu shuang" that person..... But no matter what, we are still together as one. We really got to be honest to one another. TRUST and LOVE! I believe we have our own weakness and strength but not all of us are perfect. Some may be encouraging, some may be caring, some may be helpful... we have different character. We may have hurt one another without even knowing it but it is not on purpose. To let this relationship continues, we got to be willing to humble down ourselves and be forgiving. It is not easy, but we gonna try? Better than nothing. I believe all of us doesn't want to continue this way? correct? I really hope all the hurts we have brought to one another will stop. I have no idea how you all really feel, but for me, it's tiring, sad, hurt.

To all: if i have ever hurt you, i am sorry. sincerely saying it.
if i make you dislike me, i am willing to change to be the best i can be.
if you are angry with me, i hope you will forgive me.

Let us be united as one yeah. That's what i really hope for. :)
Love ya all.

2007-07-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

I am back. at last.. yeah man. haha. =D Many things going through my mind and i really don't know where i should start with. It's been so long since i blog, i think abt 13days.. That's really long.. and many things happen.. so this should be my longest entires..

ok, i shall start with the most recent event. The rest depend on whether i can remember. haha. =p

080707
Today, i was very tired. In the morning, i couldn't wake up for service cos i have not been sleeping enough for the past few days.. Was really busy with the school 30th anniversary on the 070707. Instead, i woke up at around 9plus bcos santy called me. When she called, i was very reluctant to go for it but in the end, i still went. One thing i always believe and that is the Love i have for Him. Though in my heart i really don't feel like going, but the Holy spirit will still speak to me. I took cab down in the end and reach ard 10plus. wasn't quite late anyway. But really thank God for favour bcos He send a caring taxi driver.. The driver was really very good. If u all have been taking cab, u all should know that there is a NEW technology where in the cab, there is a small screen where it will talk and direct the driver to the place the passenger wants to go. And it's really funny bcos the driver know i am in a rush so he drive faster than normal speed. so the screen will talk and keep saying " pls slow down pls slow down" something like that. i was feeling very bad though.. And also when i reach, the cab fare was 20over dollars but the taxi driver say" don't worry i know u are a student, just give whatever u have". i was feeling like so blessed and i believe it's God.In the end, i paid the full amount, but the driver say" jus $20 will do". i was like so happy. and feeling so thankful. :) it was great! =D. And, i didn't regret going down for service. It's awesome.

070707
It's a fun day in school and really enjoy myself. It is our school EXTRAVAGANZER =D. I was performing in choir, though it's not that good, but it is the effort that we have put in. It is really a memorable and big event for our school. Manage to take quite a few pictures with my friends, teachers and principal. haha. It's really a rare opportunities where we can take out our phone in front of the teachers.. =p. I want to serve more in school too. :)

some pic taken..

[from left to right top: jeslyn, me, ms ho(our principal and she is beside me with her hands on my shoulders.. haha, dots..=pp), zhi hong, mrs Hong(my best chemistry teacher), from left to righ bottom: Jinrong, YiNing]

[ Top: Mdm loo, Mrs Hong, Mrs teo(e-math teacher), Zhi hong, me
Bottom: Jeslyn, Jinrong, Yining ]

[first take]

[second take]

[Friends always.. 3E9 ROCKS, 1ST TAKE]

[2nd take]

[Jeslyn, Mrs hong, me]

[mrs teo being taken without knowing.. all JR fault.. haha. =P]

[being snap by mrs hong without knowing it, haha. she so bad. i look kinda weird in that photo]

070707 is really a very memorable day. and went straight to service after this event followed by dinner wif amber, wilma, long jin and kun ling. :))

290607
Went to cg after school. Playing badminton before cell group meeting and i took pic wif santy.. haha =D. so happy.

[me and santy]

[santy ps me.. haha. suppose to look in different direction tgt but while she took this pic, she nv took herself then only me.. =p]

Hmm.. think i really wrote alot.. Couldnt rmb the past 10days entries.. i just summaries what i rmb.. I went out with cg to sentosa during eiter one of these 13days.. wif quite a few friends too. :)) haha. think i can't think anymore. But yeah, will make myself be more regular in blogging instead of blogging everything tgt..haha. But throughout these 13 days, i had alot of fun, joy and laughter. quite stress and depressed too but yeah, God is always with me. :))
I love Him! =D.

Last of all, the person i miss most now. SUN I LOVE YOU! :))

I shall end here. Will update again.. =D.

2007-06-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! :)
Just want to say HELLO to all of you. And ya, i am back!
Won't be posting a long one. I want to go sleep. haha. though it's still early. =p
I am very tired after chalet and school these few days. Didn't really have enough sleep and i think i still not enough rest till now. And i am having cough now. so ya must Pray FOR ME.. and ya, to piggies: don't stay near me in sch. if not like that time when i have flu, i pass all the virus to you all. =p. hahaaa.
However really have a FUN time during these few days. But ya, i will update all the things, event again soon.. maybe tmr. :)

See ya guys! :)

2007-06-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDMUND! :)
Thanks for being such an awesome leader!..
Guiding us through in our walk with God.
Your trust that you placed within us makes us feel so encouraging.
Tks 4 every single little things that you have done in our life.
We appreciate alot. =D

2007-06-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Some photo taken quite a few days ago..

( Yunru edited. nice rite? )

(this is sooo.. beautiful)

( we were playing volleyball)

(aRH.. Peiyii wad u doing? =p)

( Ruru trying to touch peiyii.. )

(this is my FAV photo. i love the rainbow wif the heart shape.)

( Me and peiyii )

(Jeslyn and Teng)

( Group photo. jes, peiyii, me, ruru, teng)

( And yeah, it's me)

Finally, i am back to post again. :)) To jeremy: i posted. haha. :)
Past few days i have been quite busy thus, no time to blog. Got to do CIP, got to study.. and more. Yesterday i went to East Coast Park with my cgm. have a fun and enjoyable time together. haha. i miss cycling. And yeah, today i manage to catch up with Timq. He is back from Australia, have a fruitful time fellowshipping with him and really miss his presence alot..
To tim: hey.. tks so much for treating us lunch. I appreciate. Thanks so much my dear! =p. opps. later ppl jealous. hahaa. kidding.

Will be going chalet on the 20 june to the 22 june. haha. Won't be posting till then i think. Take care guys. update soon after the chalet. :)

2007-06-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

God, when i am falling..
hold my hands and lead me on to the path which is Your will.
I will always stand strong in YOU.

2007-06-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah i am back to post. :) Wasn't feeling well in the morning. Hmm. i am tired.
Sometimes, it is easy to say but difficult for it to be done. No wonder, Faith without work is dead.

Let me be more committed. God, i want to take step by step closer and closer to you.
I will be an asset to you. It is not gonna be easy but i will stay faithful always.
Eileen will be willing to sacrifice and lay down her life for you. God, teach me ur ways, let me be like You. The salt of the earth, the light of the world. :))

God, Sometimes, i rather i don't know anything. I really feel i am always creating troubles for other. God, help me. Let me know, I am just being accountable, I love them thus, i do the right thing. If knowing so many things will led to more problems, God, i rather i don't know.

Still loving YOU, always.

2007-06-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Finally, i am back to post again. Just came back from 4 days of EMERGE and 3 days of CHOIR CAMP. :)) i slept for 14hrs frm ytd 12am to 2pm today in the afternoon.
hahaa. It's really tiring but however really thank God for strength to pull me through. Really enjoy myself alot throughout this 7days but really miss my Family alot alot. hahaa, i miss my mum cooking too. :) 4 days eating outside food and 3 days eating school food.

Firstly, i really enjoy myself alot during the 4 DAYS OF EMERGE. I am really glad that i did not miss any session that pst kong preach. i really learn alot of things throughout this emerge.

- I want to be like SHAMGAR.
( having powerful prayer, audacious, annointing, willing AND persistence)
- I will never be satisfied
- I desire LOVE and SPIRITUAL HUNGER for God
- I want to be broken to God.
- I must love the world, culture and engage culture.
- I am living for CHRIST and not for myself.
- I must have AGAPE love towards everyone.
- I will love God the way He love me.
- I will carry the trumpet wherever i go.
- I am going to make a difference.

I really feel inspired. I AM going to be someone greater in life.
Really thank GOD for everything. I will be a great leader in life.

And JUDITH, and GERMAINE i am SUPER DUPER happy that you came on SUN. :))
though i didn't get to see both of you, but i am glad that both of you came.
Pei yi really hope u enjoy yourself too. sorry that i wasn't able to accompany you home. :(

And secondly, during the 3day camp i am really feeling very tired but then i am still very energetic. haha. iT'S the strength of GOD. :)) I , yunru and shilei was being assign to coordinate the dance step for the 777event. I know it is a good chance for me to prove that i am able to do something great. really want to thank God for that. As i am always not regular in Choir in the past, thus, i really want to do something so as to make up for the past. :))

Took alot of photo throughout this 7days. will put in my posts soon. :))

Chin ho Tagged me to do this quiz =)
Name 20 people you can think of right nowDon't read the question until you have named the 20 people.At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.Ready??

START!!

1. Jesus
2. Amber
3. Vanessa
4. Judith
5. Germaine
6. Torance
7. Chin ho
8. Delphine
9. Edmund
10. Shing
11. Timq
12. Joanne
13. Natalie
14. Sebastian
15. Yunru
16. Peiyi
17. Jeslyn
18. Ya wen
19. Siok teng
20. Sophia

1) How did you meet #14??
Through benjamin in Cell group

2)What would you do if u never met #1??
Then my life would be in darkness. without purpose and dreams in my life.

3)What would you do if #20 and #9 dated??
It's impossible.

4)Did you ever like #19??
yesh, as my beloved friend.

5)Would #6 and #7 make a good couple??
hmm.. it is not possible. Think they prefer me.. hahaa. Kidding. =p

6)Describe #3..
She is the pretty, beautiful and kind gal. THE most awesome sister in my life.

7)Do you think #8 is attractive??
Of course! :) she is so pretty and cheerful. :))

8)Tell me something about #7
Nice guy. hahaa. willing to help others.

9)Do you know any of #12's family??
hmm. not really.

10)What are #8's favourite:
Shopping? i suppose. :) oh, i know, reading bible.

11) What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you??
Haha. she is my boyfriend. ppl call us ah gong and ah ma. =p

12)What language does #15 speak??
Chinese

13)Who is #9 going out with ??
No idea. FAMILY? Hhaha.

14)How old is #16 now??
15 years old. :)

15)When was the last time you spoke to #13
that's quite long ago. haha

16)Who is #2's favourite singer/band?
SUN. :) i suppose.

17)Would you ever date #17??
i think i won't. she got her admire.

18)Is #15 single??
Yeah! she is.

19)What is #10's last name??
Shi Ying

20)Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11??
haha. maybe. kidding. no lar. he got his admire le. =p. but he is my closest friend in my life.

21)What school does #3 go to??
Ngee Ann polytechnic

22)What does #6 live??
Boon lay. Some where near jurong point.

23)What's your favourite thing about #5??
She is cheerful and sweet.

24)Ever seen #1 naked??
No. that's a lame question.

5 ppl i want them to try:
- Jeslyn
- Peiyi
- Yunru
- Siok teng
- Sophia.

Chin ho, next time dun put my name. :)) hahaa. so " ma fan ". haha
kidding la..

2007-05-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

29 May 2007, Tuesday

Went to jurong point for lunch at LJS after POA lesson in school.
hahaa. peiyi and jes were making alot of noise. =p make me feel so " PAISEH" sitting beside them.

Photo we took together..

(jeslyn, me, peiyi)

(me & peiyi)

(me & jeslyn)

( hahaa. this photo not nice. cos dun have me. =p. kidding..)

(We are jus boring.. hahaa)

( finally, it's Me.) - peiyi took this pic.

Today, went for A-math supplementary. Then after that stay back for chemistry.And when she say that on the 1 may 2007 got to go back to sch for lesson at 230pm-5pm, i was feeling SUPER irritated. hahaa. Cos i don't want to miss any session during EMERGE. But ya, really want thank God for favour as she allow me to complete all the assignment and correction today, thus on 1 may i will be FREE. :)). hahaa.

Looking forward to EMERGE 2007. :))

2007-05-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

WOULD YOU BE THERE - Redwan Ali

If I were Blue
Would you be there for me
And Whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand my me
Let me hold You tight
And say you love me one more time
If I Feel good
Would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

I fell in love with this song.. It just simply amazing.
I know there is some1 who will always be there by my side.
In Him, there is love, peace and joy.
I just want to be love, tat all i require. It is not how much i can do,
what i can do, how talented i am, how good i am, but it is bcos of who He is. :))
Though i may not be as good as others, but i will always believe that i will be some1 great in life.

2007-05-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

Once my darling, forever my darling.

2007-05-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, all i want is to have a GOOD FRIEND..
who would share with me common goals
who would influence me in a good way
who would work hard tgt with me to achieve greater things in life
who would not do things in the wrong way to make me happy
who love me
who encourages me
who believes in me
who does not compared me with him/her
who is always there for me when i am down
whom i can lay my shoulder on
whom i can cry with ...

It hard to find. But i believe one day there will be such a friend by my side.
I really need some1 who is physically there for me. :)) not just spiritually.
People who cares for me.. Won't teach me wrong things.. led me to wrong path..
I am finding you..

2007-05-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

I am not defeated. I am not. I am not.
I believe that i will achieve greater result.
I am willing to strive even HARDER.
I believe i will get As in year-end and also
L1R5 - 15

2007-05-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

Arr.. I am sick today. Tired. Think i use more than 10 packets of tissues today. scary rite? It my 1st time having flu for the whole day. Hahaha. nose look very red now. =p. Haizz..Got back all my paper today. And ya, i pass every single subject except for GEO. haiz. really sad, i think i nv pass any geography exam before. Eileen is gonna WORK DOUBLLE HARDER in all the coming exam from NOW on. I believe that i will strive greater result! I believe in Jesus name. haha. :)) i will work more than what i usually do also..And ya, today we celebrated Yunru's 15th birthday. We sang birthday song for her in sch before assembly..think she must be feeling very " paiseh ". haha. But it was my idea. hehe.

Hey gal! Happy happy 15th birthday.. Wishing you a very BLESSED this 2007. Really feel so honour having such a good and awesome friend like you. Its really amazing. :) Love ya alot.. May all ur desire come to pass this year. And ya, continue shinning in ur studies. And u are my friends 4eva. :)) EILEEN LOVE YUNRU!

And to yawen too, thanks so much for the clip you given to us. i appreciate alot. Even though it is something small but it mean alot to me. And it will always be with me. :)) thanks my dear. Love you..

2007-05-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today was Good, but feeling very sleepy right now. Only slept for 5hrs in total for yesterday and today. But then i felt very RENEW now after what pst kong preach. SOTM was really a very good series of sermon which transformed my life and it really speak into my heart. Today sermon was having a pure heart before the Lord. And sometimes i really do feel i have divided heart and partial obedience but yet God is looking for people who have complete obedience, having the right attitudes with a heart that is 100% after Him.. And when i was worshipping God today, his presence really come upon me and it is so real. I really seek after Him and pray that from TODAY onwards, i will have a PURE HEART that is after God. I want more of Him in my life. Just like what pst kong shared, we really got to fast, pray, give and sacrifice.

One life
I lay my life at your altar
One love
I have with you
Touch me again
Fill me as you hold
My outstretch hands
One word
You know i will follow
One heart
Broken to you
Use me again
Your mercies follows me
all of my days

God, i pray you will use me again as i seek after you. Let me have a pure heart that is 100% after you. I will be a person who is complete obedience to you. Even though i may not be perfect but i will have a right attitude towards you and be totally devoted to you. My hearts longs for you to change me, mold me... I will have a heart, broken towards you. God, as i am 100% devoted to you, i believe that you will show me how strong you are. I love you!

19 May 2007
I went for South West Young Leaders meeting today. It is where we will meet different leader to share their walks of life, leadership experience, and also to let us feel inspired. Like, Mr Aide Iskandar sharing how he became one of Singapore most successful football and well respected players. Though it was qutie boring listening to a very long talk but i did concentrate. hahaa. :)) And i like one of them who share," Function of leadership is to produce new leaders, but not followers. " I feel inspire that i can also be a great leader. :))

Today pst kong share on blessed are the merciful. I really love SOTM. :))
Once again during today service, i give God all my unforgiveness and i really feel a released from my heart. I feel the presence of God. I no longer feel the hatred within myself. i feel joy and peace. Praise God for that. Amen. :))

God, eileen loving you wholeheartly all of my life. :))

2007-05-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

Today was tiring but however it is AWESOME. Now is 2am, i couldn't believe i am blogging at this timing. hahaa. Just came back from cg mtg not long. I would really say that it was a wonderful mtg with the presence of God. When b.edmund lay hands on me, i really could feel something burning deep inside me. It is something where ordinary people won't usually feel. And i am sure it is the presence of God. :))
I want to be hungry for His presence everyday of my life. I am RENEW. God, you are really so real such that there is nothing i can denied it. Your love that filled within me is different from the world. You make me feels strengthen! :)

Well, got back some of my result today. I know i am not pleased with my result but i believe that FAILURE is a step closer to my SUCCESS. I am going to work harder and strive for better result. But i really want to thank God for everything. Though it might not be the best but there is improvement from my previously examination and the result now. From a D7 to a B4 for my POA. And i believe i am going to get As in the next exam. :)) alot of my paper improve to a better grade except for e-math but I am going to work SUPER DUPER HARDER! :)) Phil 4:13 - I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthen me!

( I love this photo of you..)

Amber! :)) hahaa. I know the chances of you seeing this blog is very low but i wanna say I love you! seriously i don't mind you hugging me and i love fellowshipping with you every time when there is a chance. You are forever my precious LEADER, FRIEND and MUMMY in life. yeah. hahaa.

2007-05-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

Today, suppose to go to GYM with jeslyn but however it didn't come to pass.
instead i think i spend whole day at home, reading books, praying and blogging.
However, i enjoy this feeling of being at home. :)) i felt so relax. hahaa.
i spend time thinking.. thinking.. what should i do? what are my purpose in life?

God, i want to be the EILEEN that is on fire for you once again, yearns for your
presence. I need you in my life to keep me going on.. I want to serve you in my ministry. I want to seek u everyday of my life.. always..
And yeah, I am looking forward for tmr cg mtg,:) it is combined meeting with other cg.i really pray that God presence will come down and touch my life and transform me once again. All i need is a touch from Him.

Lord i am hungry
for a mighty move of god
Lord i am thirsty
pour out your holy ghost
Lord i want to see
the hand of God
move mightly
inside of me
Lord i am hungry
for the move of God

Looking forward for a AWESOME cg mtg tmr.. :)

2007-05-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Today went out with Siok teng and Yunru.. really have a fun time at IMM and LOT1.
Its marking day thus there is no school so we decided to go out shopping.
Even though it is just the 3 of us, but we really have a enjoyable time together and also getting to know each other even more. :)) i love you ST AND RU ! hahaa.

We took some pic together.

THE END.

Hey Torance.. i have no idea when will u be able to read this but i just really wanna tell you that I LOVE YOU AND TREASURE U ALOT AS MY BELOVED FRIEND! No matter what gonna happen, our friendship will always remain the same. Sometimes, we do feel that the things we do is correct but yet in the spiritual realm, we may be wrong but we just don't realised it ourselves.I read a book called " under cover " it is by JOHN BEVERE. It taught us about authority, obedience, submission ... this book really makes me humble down myself. Sometimes it is not whether you did the right thing or the wrong thing but it is being obedience to the voice of the Lord. You may feel that u did not do the wrong thing but yet u don't understand why you are being scolded for but every leader have the authority because they are being appointed by God for a reason. We do not have the rights to judge them whether they did the right thing but God will and i believe every leader have the reason for their action. So ya, torance.. Stand strong! :)) read rom 13:1-2. i believe that you do love God wholeheartly. seek him and pray, he will answer all your doubts. I will be there for you always! just give me a call or sms, i promise i will be there. :)) Jesus love you and i love you too!

My darling! :)) You will always be my darling forever.. Though i seldom fellowship with you nowadays, but i do care about all the things happening in your life! Just remember that you must always stand strong! :)) i Love you lots lots.. No matter what decision you make, just remember that you must make sure you will not regret in life. i am willing to be your listener if you need. Give me a call or sms, i promise i will be there for you! :)) take lots of care..

2007-05-15T19:05:00.001+08:00

Heyys.. Finally manage to create my blog. :)) special thanks to Yunru. I love you gal! spending your precious time to help me create this blog. really appreciate alot. Somemore i am so " ma fan". hahaa. i am Super Duper happy! :)) all of you will be able to know me more through this blog le.. really pray that i will update my blog constantly. :))

Yesterday, we went to Jeslyn house to celebrate PeiYi belated birthday due to examination.
However, it was really a fun and memorable time together. :) it was really AWESOME.
You gals are really a joy in my life! hahaa. Don't cry yeah? i know you all won't. =P.
We took a group pic together. i love this photo, because it's 7 of us. It's been a long time since we
took pictures together in a group. :)). Love ya gals.